What am I to do?

Can't seem to recognize
That stare behind those eyes
Who is this man I see?
Who's looking back at me?
Can't focus through the gray
And I am fading into nothing
The reflection must get clearer

I think I'm cracking up
Like I've lost my mind
I hurt myself again
Still don't know why?
I end up the same way
Each and every time
I can't avoid the truth
There's just nowhere to run and hide

Then everything erupts just like I knew it would
Been down here long enough
It never felt that good
Is this what I've become?
My life has come unglued
And the ties that bind have left me
What am I to do?

Can't seem to recognize
That stare behind those eyes
Who is this man I see?
Who's looking back at me?
Can't focus through the trey
And I am fading into nothing
The reflection must get clearer than it appears to be right now

There must be someone I can see
There's gotta be something for me
Show it now, let it go free
I know it's there waiting on me
Let it out, let it go free

Can't seem to recognize
That stare behind those eyes
Who is this man I see?
Who's looking back at me?
Can't focus through the trey
And I am fading into nothing
The reflection must get clearer

Can't seem to recognize
Can't seem to recognize
The reflections get clearer