I can't seem to do so
I Can't just rub him out like the
Mob used to do so
Like memories of porno and tea stains
And tobacco, Oh, it's a mini disastro
Bigger than the ice age don't know if baby dinosaurs
Maybe could live through it, or Indians and butterflies
What's crushed is my spirit, Oh I fear it is too fragile,
Like fall leaves burn like paper...

I always knew I would spend a lot of time alone
No one would understand me,
Maybe I should go and live amongst the animals..
Spend all my time amongst the animals
And on the tracks I would go they lead to the sea
To be amongst the animals...

Oh I'm just a fall leaf something simple and shy lie that,
That's how my heart lies down beside the sidewalk
Like an empty restaurant filled with perfume and balloons,
I sit and entertain the bizarre ghosts of my soul
His name still lingers maybe lactates on my tongue
Perhaps I'm just teething for a foreign fallen destiny
Miserable but mine, I look like his mother
Or Sophia Loren in an old fashioned movie
Slow motion I cling to my child, desperate for love
One day soon my brother died, made me remember all the
Subordinate feelings I cast aside
and maybe I had lied when I said I was ok
Just getting along like a little song that stops to sing and say
"Wild willow, windy winter won't you blow through me
My whole eternity"

Now I always knew that i would spend alot of time alone...
nooone would understand me maybe i should go and live amongst the animals...
spend all my time amongst the animals...
And on the tracks I would go they lead to the sea
To be amongst the animals...

Now I always knew that i would spend alot of time alone...
noone would understand me maybe i should go and live amongst the animals...
spend all my time amongst the animals...
And on the tracks I would go they lead to the sea
To be amongst the animals...