As if it had sooner been destroyed

Providing, deciding, it was soon there
Squared to it, faced to it, it was not there

It was not there
It was not there

It was..
Reviewed, it fought
As if someone were watching over it
Before it had sooner been denied
Renewed, it seemed
As if it had a cause to live for
Destroyed, it was later based on /fact/ [original, "find" used?]

Providing, deciding, it was soon there
Squared to it, faced to it, it was not there
Providing, deciding, it was soon there
Squared to it, faced to it, it was not there

Was not there
Was not there
Was not there
Was not there